Supernova Shredder
He/Him
30
march 21
mauville city
heterosexual
music artist
Trainer
I’d rather watch your star explode
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Callan Young
Shotgun Smiles [M]
POSTED ON Apr 15, 2023 6:03:37 GMT
❝ Callan felt somewhat self-conscious when Yumi admitted to playing his route. He was used to public scrutiny. His face was plastered on walls, billboards, thrown on TV ads, late shows, video game cameos, newspapers and internet blogs. But RVL had a lot of personalized information in their video games, and he had no idea how much it had revealed his inner life to hundreds of thousands of people. What did she know about him, how much did the game reveal? These thoughts creeped into his mind as they walked and Yumi spoke. Callan reminded himself to stay present before diving into a rabbit hole of endless theorycrafting. "You're pretty much right in that regard." Callan smiled. "I think a lot of people who get into the industry are geeks who want to be popular. That was certainly my goal when I first got into it." The desire to be wanted, beloved to make up for Freudian issues? The more he basked into celebrity culture, them ore it became apparent to him. "Also, as you know, when you walk out the house and get recognized, it can be daunting sometimes."Callan stopped, briefly, as Yumi talked about his route. His current impression of Yumi was that she was certainly confident and unafraid of sharing her opinion, but at the same time it was thoughtfully presented, at least to him. He got the impression that she wasn't exactly the same to everybody. He raised a quizzical brow alongside a smirk as she told him he was going along with the route she had played. "Mhm, so you are top-leaning." He chuckled, though it carried a grimace as well. There was a part of him that was afraid of disappointing her. "I don't want to be an entertainer tonight. I just... I want to be myself and comfortable, and spend that time with you." He squeezed her hand gently, feeling cortisol run into his head as he spoke, the discomfort of leaving things as they were. Unlike Yumi, confidence did not run through Callan like water. It came in static bursts of lightning, and in certain scenarios, completely dry. Learning to be okay with it, to not try to control a situation and put his own preferences forward first, that was hard. He presses a hand against the back of his own neck as he breaks eye contact for a moment, then turn towards the bar in question. Yumi and Callan arrive at Sevilla, a high end tapas bar inside of Slateport Park. It was decorated like a high end glasshouse with deep yellow lightbulbs and buzzing conversation, but its prices were anything but cheap. Callan paid the admission fee as a barback took them to their seats. Callan shifts himself comfortably into the rotunda style sofa. A small table was put in front of them as a flask of Sangria was served complimentary of the bar, alongside a wooden board of small canapes. "By the way, what made you decide to come over to Hoenn?" [googlefont=Playfair Display]
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